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  • no control

    i miss those nights when we just stay up and talk.
    take a nap at 5 or 6 in the morning...
    then talk again before work.

    i have told myself several times that ill be ok.
    as long as you are.
    but i was wrong.

    i still miss you.


    Meeting you was fate,
    becoming your friend was a choice,
    but falling in love with you...
    .... I had no control over.

Tuesday, 22 April 2008

  • my PSEUDO GIRLFRIEND part 4: FUCK!!! i FORGOT....

    FIRST off... SORRY for not UPDATING you guys Yesterday... i wanted to but i was tired and very lazy... 'sides... no one reads this but J-Ho anyways HAHAHHAHA


    ok so it was my 2nd day of work... with a SHAVED head. and maaaaaaaaannn was it cold that morning HAHAHHAA.


    so i get to the Doors and i see a familiar face. it was Booshi-san. i guess she's gonna work in the mornings now...
    we exchanged a few words... but the older looking lady was getting pissed i think... so i left.... besides... i was a lil late HAHAHHA FUCK!!!

    Sunday was like any other SUNDAY at TRENDY...
    it me in the morning shift... and then ellis at night shift.

    anywho so i go in the office and pick up our cash bag...
    and everyone that saw me was SHOCKED to the MAX...
    everyone was like was STARING... a lot more than yesterday...
    the managers saw me for the first time.
    they didnt notice me yesterday because i didnt open the store... and i didnt go in the office... but today they were like... whoah! or so why did you decide to cut your hair?

    my response is usually or always "im getting tired of fixing up my long hair" or "its been hot lately... but now its really cold... so i messed up hahahah"


    so i go ahead and open up my store. then i clean up the place a bit and wait up to kill time. until ELLIS gets there...

    FAST FORWARD   |> |>

    a couple hours get there and ELLIS and i got bored... it was almost time for my lunch anyway... so i could careless...

    a few minutes later... SAKI-chan TRIES to scare me. haha it didnt work. she tells me that she's visiting and that she's with her mommy at MITSUWA.
    she also asked about the hair. haha. she told me to say hi to her mom. and then she stayed with me until the start of break. she asked me if Taiyaki-san is working... i said no... because i dont think she'll be coming in until 3 or 4.

    i take my BREAK. and saki-chan and i head outside.
    i let saki-chan go first while i hide behind a pillar to take a peek at her...
    i stuck my head out so that Taiyaki-san can see me. she had a BIG surprised expression on her face.

    Taiyaki-san: "OMG!!! YOUR HAIR!!!"
    me: "yeh i decided to cut it"
    Taiyaki-san: "what happened? why?"
    me: "i dunno im just tired of my hair i guess"
    Taiyaki-san: "i see..."
    me: "yeh its cold"
    BOTH laugh hahah
    Taiyaki-san: "its ok it looks good" *thumbs up*
    me: "thank you.. but its weird hahah"
    Taiyaki-san: "no... you look cute"
    me: (omg.... what did she say?)... *stuttering* H-h-h-uh?
    Taiyaki-san: "YOU LOOK CUTE"
    me: *hella smiling & probably blushing & still stuttering* T-T-T-T-thank Y-Y-you...
    Taiyaki-san: *smiles*

    by then i look at Saki-chan... she smiled too haha...
    i was scared... then Saki-chan leaves to go look for her mom.

    me: "so i hear you work at a restaurant now."
    Taiyaki-san: "yeh..."
    me: "so are you quiting this job?"
    Taiyaki-san: "no. im not"
    me: (in my head WOOHOO!!!!!)

    we talk some more and basically confirm everything that Booshi-san told me the other day. she's still gonna keep this job... but instead of saturdays AND sundays... it will only be SUNDAYS... because the restaurant needs her to work on saturdays.... FUCK!

    i say my minni-good-bye because i still gotta eat adn head back... i then tell her that ill be back after my shift. i go inside and eat some food. saki-chan comes in and calls me a LONER haha... i think she thought i was being mean to her... but yeh i wasnt... ごめんなさいさきちゃん

    FAST FORWARD |> |>

    i get off work and i head outside.
    Taiyaki-san: "hiii!"
    me: "hi!"
    Taiyaki-san: "so are you off now?"
    me: "yeh im off"
    Taiyaki-san: "OoooOooo that necklace is cute"
    me: "thank you"
    Taiyaki-san: "are you gonna leave now???"
    me: "no not yet... oh yeh can i get two taiyaki please?"
    Taiyaki-san: "yes"
    me: "ok well...ummm you can help the other customers first ill be back ill just put my stuff in the car"
    Taiyaki-san: "ok"
    *i come back and we talk for a lil bit because my taiyaki is still getting cooked...i wanted to ask her on a date or dinner or something hahah... but... i dont know if shes interested... so i played it safe... i think.


    Taiyaki-san: "ok here you go"
    me: "thank you"
    Taiyaki-san: *hands me another bag*
    me: "umm... whats this?"
    Taiyaki-san: "this one is extra for you."
    me: "really!?!?!?"
    Taiyaki-san: "yes"
    me: "are you sure???????"
    Taiyaki-san: "yes its ok."
    me: "really?"
    Taiyaki-san: "Hmm-hm."
    me: "thank you!!!"

    i was really happy and we said our good-byes and stuff... and i thanked her one last time for the extra taiyaki. and i headed to my car. some DOUChEBAG decided to park really close to my car... so i couldnt get it... i had to SQUEEZE myself in... it pissed me off... because the DOUCHE was still in his car... watching me SQUEEZE in my car... and he didnt even wave or anything saying that he was sorry... i got NOTHING... FUCKING DOUCHE BAG...

    so i FINALLY get in my car... i look at the douche and i said FUCK IT... i dont give a shit anymore... i then thought about Taiyaki-san and how i wouldnt see her until next sunday... how sad. but for some ODD reason i couldnt stop smiling... i kept thinking about the extra taiyaki hahhahah....

    and then... IT.. HAPPENED... O...M...G...
    i was sooo shocked... i didnt know what to do....

    me: "FUCK!!!....I FORGOT TO PAY FOR THIS!"

    without hitting the douche bag's car i opened my car door quickly adn wiggled out as fast as i could... and ran back to Taiyaki-san...

    me: "umm... (insert Taiyaki-san's REAL NAME here)..."
    Taiyaki-san: "yes?"
    me: "OMG i forgot to PAY! here!"
    i handed my money
    Taiyaki-san: "No its ok..."
    *shakes her hands as if she dont want the money"
    Taiyaki-san: "its for you."
    me: "no, no... at least let me pay for the two that i wanted to buy."
    Taiyaki-san: "NO ITS OK...Daijoubu Daijoubu"
    me: "are you sure? really?"
    Taiyaki-san: "YES... its ok...just next time ok?"
    *she smiles, winks, & points out finger like it was a gun*
    me: "really... thank you"

    i start to smile again... and start heading back to my car...
    i wasnt angry at the douche anymore... i just SQUEEZED in my car...
    closed my door... started my engine... FLICKED OFF THE DOUCHEBAG....
    and drove on home.